Still breathing

[serai]

Thanks to all of you that commented and/or called me in the last couple of days. I appreciate the good feelings, really. I don't know what the hell set me off on this downward spiral. Fighting it or trying to get out doesn't work for me - I've found in the past that the only way to get through is just to hang on and wait for it to quiet down. Then I can get on with things until the next bout.

I don't know how much I'll be posting here from now on. The writing has faded off, it seems, and I'm not all that interested in fandom stuff anymore. It remains to be seen whether keeping an internet diary is something I'll feel any interest in doing without a fandom to drive the engine, so to speak.

Comments

[rabidsamfan.livejournal.com]

Well, I don't care about the fandom stuff, so much. I've got plenty of people on my flist who have gone onto other things, but whose journals I read because I enjoy the company. So I hope you stick around. If nothing else, it's a place to grumble when you've got to grumble at someone.

I'm glad holing up works for you as a way to get past the troughs. It doesn't for me -- I need to bounce off another human being to remind me that I'm human -- but if I've learned anything it's that each of us has a different way of coping (and that sometimes we need to switch off methods, alas!)

Anyway, a lot of babble to say I hope you stick around.

[green-ghost.livejournal.com]

What rabidsamfan and princessofg said.

[goldberry-b.livejournal.com]

oh sweetie, I'm glad you are feeling up to talking to us here
I understand what you mean about waiting it out, but if you don't feel better please keep talking to us, you aren't alone in fighting the dark.

love you!

goldie