Midnight Media Cafe - Miracles
Thursday, January 28th, 2016 10:29 pm.
Thinking about lovely Elijah, and wanting to post some music for his birthday, when I read about Paul Kantner's passing. Goddammit, 2016. Are we going to go through this every week?
Miracles - Jefferson Starship
Oh, you ripple like a river when I touch you
When I pluck your body like a string
And when I start dancing inside you
You make me want to sing...
Man, oh man. There's nothing like the music they were playing when you were fifteen, is there? This came out during my high school sophomore year, and it was the sex/love anthem of my youth. No other song expressed the feel of sex as well as this one for me. That long, slow crescendo towards orgasm, that saxophone that sounded as if it were rolling in the sheets, those moaning backing vocals, those frank lyrics, that intense breathlessness... it's fucking gorgeous, unbeatable.
And you know, just perfect for celebrating lovely youth and hot fantasies. So turn off the lights, light a candle, have a little of your favorite attitude adjuster, and settle back for a long, slow climb into the stars with your beautiful dream of choice.
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Thinking about lovely Elijah, and wanting to post some music for his birthday, when I read about Paul Kantner's passing. Goddammit, 2016. Are we going to go through this every week?
Miracles - Jefferson Starship
Oh, you ripple like a river when I touch you
When I pluck your body like a string
And when I start dancing inside you
You make me want to sing...
Man, oh man. There's nothing like the music they were playing when you were fifteen, is there? This came out during my high school sophomore year, and it was the sex/love anthem of my youth. No other song expressed the feel of sex as well as this one for me. That long, slow crescendo towards orgasm, that saxophone that sounded as if it were rolling in the sheets, those moaning backing vocals, those frank lyrics, that intense breathlessness... it's fucking gorgeous, unbeatable.
And you know, just perfect for celebrating lovely youth and hot fantasies. So turn off the lights, light a candle, have a little of your favorite attitude adjuster, and settle back for a long, slow climb into the stars with your beautiful dream of choice.
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I wrote this years ago in response to a poem an online friend wrote. Thought folks here might get a kick out of it.
Predators
and what are men but smooth jaguars
lying furled and sated over the corpses they make of us
as we sweetly, sweetly bleed
our lives running in calm rivulets
over claws nestled closely in our flesh?
what are they but great delicious bears
licking their muzzles clean of the honey
they’ve stolen from our guarded hives?
when do they not kill us,
when do they not tear us to shreds
obliterate us
and send our souls reeling into
that red red fate
where we are nothing
if not willing to go?
how comes such sweet murder encased
within those sculptures of flesh
lines and planes and
smells of yeasty bread
rising to the heat of our eager ovens
and the sparkle of eyes and teeth and
rough demanding hands
all supple and soft to our cries?
why do we spread ourselves so
open upon the altar
to their sacrificial knives
happily begging to die
screaming our deaths in
fast sulphurious joy
crying out to whatever god
has ears to hear that
happy slaughter
the death that comes only
in life?
what are men but priestly panthers
hypnotic and hidden in the wild landscape
amber eyes glowing over limbs
hotly folded
rumbling deep their lava song
and eventually asleep
above the kill?
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I wrote this years ago in response to a poem an online friend wrote. Thought folks here might get a kick out of it.
Predators
and what are men but smooth jaguars
lying furled and sated over the corpses they make of us
as we sweetly, sweetly bleed
our lives running in calm rivulets
over claws nestled closely in our flesh?
what are they but great delicious bears
licking their muzzles clean of the honey
they’ve stolen from our guarded hives?
when do they not kill us,
when do they not tear us to shreds
obliterate us
and send our souls reeling into
that red red fate
where we are nothing
if not willing to go?
how comes such sweet murder encased
within those sculptures of flesh
lines and planes and
smells of yeasty bread
rising to the heat of our eager ovens
and the sparkle of eyes and teeth and
rough demanding hands
all supple and soft to our cries?
why do we spread ourselves so
open upon the altar
to their sacrificial knives
happily begging to die
screaming our deaths in
fast sulphurious joy
crying out to whatever god
has ears to hear that
happy slaughter
the death that comes only
in life?
what are men but priestly panthers
hypnotic and hidden in the wild landscape
amber eyes glowing over limbs
hotly folded
rumbling deep their lava song
and eventually asleep
above the kill?
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Scream - Z/C, PG-13, (NC-17 song)
Monday, August 31st, 2015 03:27 pm.
The song is part of this, so you know.
Scream
by Serai
You’re my silence.
You stop my mouth.
The words want to find you,
but because of you
I can’t let them out.
They batter at my skull,
crying to be set free.
I keep them caged,
safe, where their wings
won’t shatter the balance
we’ve achieved. Forget
the sound of words,
your eyes tell me. Stay
here in the darkness
with me. And I want to
disappear, stilled like a cry.
You’re my silence,
I’m your scream.
Silence me.
Chapter 24 of High Contrast
Chapter 25
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The song is part of this, so you know.
Scream
by Serai
You’re my silence.
You stop my mouth.
The words want to find you,
but because of you
I can’t let them out.
They batter at my skull,
crying to be set free.
I keep them caged,
safe, where their wings
won’t shatter the balance
we’ve achieved. Forget
the sound of words,
your eyes tell me. Stay
here in the darkness
with me. And I want to
disappear, stilled like a cry.
You’re my silence,
I’m your scream.
Silence me.
Chapter 24 of High Contrast
Chapter 25
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Leather (Pt. 1) - C/Z, NC-17
Saturday, August 29th, 2015 08:15 pm.
Remember that picture on my desktop? Well, funny thing about that...
Leather (Pt. 1)
by Serai
The pale sunlight limns the skin of Zeke’s shoulders as he pulls the jacket on, and Casey smiles. The skin of one animal on the skin of another – his hands start clenching lightly, wanting to feel it. The rough denim of Zeke’s ratty black jeans runs under his palms as he slides his hands around the narrow waistband, then up under leather ( warming over the hot skin... )
Chapter 23 of High Contrast
Chapter 24
Remember that picture on my desktop? Well, funny thing about that...
Leather (Pt. 1)
by Serai
The pale sunlight limns the skin of Zeke’s shoulders as he pulls the jacket on, and Casey smiles. The skin of one animal on the skin of another – his hands start clenching lightly, wanting to feel it. The rough denim of Zeke’s ratty black jeans runs under his palms as he slides his hands around the narrow waistband, then up under leather ( warming over the hot skin... )
Chapter 23 of High Contrast
Chapter 24
Split Screen - Z/C, NC-17, B/D
Monday, August 24th, 2015 12:39 am.
*ahem* Heed the ratings.
Split Screen
by Serai
Casey sits on the top step of the back porch, staring at the light snow covering the back yard. He'll be called in to dinner soon, but for now the last snowfall of the season gives him an excuse ( to retreat to the cold and the solitude... )
Chapter 21 of High Contrast
Chapter 22
*ahem* Heed the ratings.
Split Screen
by Serai
Casey sits on the top step of the back porch, staring at the light snow covering the back yard. He'll be called in to dinner soon, but for now the last snowfall of the season gives him an excuse ( to retreat to the cold and the solitude... )
Chapter 21 of High Contrast
Chapter 22
Filter - C/Z, NC-17
Thursday, August 20th, 2015 09:17 pm.
My, people come and go so quickly here! - Dorothy Gale, The Wizard of Oz
Filter
by Serai
When the bell over the door to Terrence Miller Artworks sounded, ( the artist himself was sitting at his scanning station )
Chapter 20 of High Contrast
Chapter 21
My, people come and go so quickly here! - Dorothy Gale, The Wizard of Oz
Filter
by Serai
When the bell over the door to Terrence Miller Artworks sounded, ( the artist himself was sitting at his scanning station )
Chapter 20 of High Contrast
Chapter 21
The lens of love
Saturday, August 15th, 2015 10:51 am.
At one of the Youtube videos from the PD Comic Con appearance, I posted this comment in response to someone who said they preferred not seeing the Ethan/Dorian scene continue because SEX EWW and it's-better-implied, yada yada, and then said the Ethan/Brona scene was EWW, and yeah - am I supposed to just listen to that?
( Ah, your perspective on sex scenes is rather different from mine... )
It's rather off-the-cuff and may contain some inaccuracies about exact things that happened on the show, but it's how I see it, basically. Because bitch, you do not throw down on my boy. Ever.
At one of the Youtube videos from the PD Comic Con appearance, I posted this comment in response to someone who said they preferred not seeing the Ethan/Dorian scene continue because SEX EWW and it's-better-implied, yada yada, and then said the Ethan/Brona scene was EWW, and yeah - am I supposed to just listen to that?
( Ah, your perspective on sex scenes is rather different from mine... )
It's rather off-the-cuff and may contain some inaccuracies about exact things that happened on the show, but it's how I see it, basically. Because bitch, you do not throw down on my boy. Ever.
Well, you know, there's Gray and there's Gray
Monday, August 3rd, 2015 11:14 am.
Here's a rather stupid and filthy idea, but I thought those of you who've been squeeing here might find it amusing...
( Alternative Casting Game! )
Here's a rather stupid and filthy idea, but I thought those of you who've been squeeing here might find it amusing...
( Alternative Casting Game! )
Oh, that ice cream suit...
Sunday, July 26th, 2015 07:00 am.
Came across this bit of silly while cleaning out my old LJ reply emails. It was a comment Tig posted as a reply to a crossover challenge: Miami Vice and They Might Be Giants.
Really. What were these people thinking?
Regardless, this is the ficlet I came up with. Enjoy, LOLOL.
If anyone can come up with a title for this, I'd love to hear it.
"Fuck!"
That didn't sound like a compliment. Ric raised his head. "What is it now?"
"This isn't gonna work, Tubbs." Sonny scrubbed his face with his hands, making a scratchy sound against his perpetual five-o-clock shadow.
"Why not?" What the fuck, white boy always had some kinda problem.
"Look, I appreciate the offer, but... You got some weird-ass taste in music, my friend." Crockett grabbed a pillow and threw it at the stereo. "I mean, I'm all for the occasional kink, but hearing over and over again how I'm gettin' older every minute isn't exactly conducive, if you catch my drift."
Ricardo rolled his eyes, sat up and stretched his jaw muscles. Sonny wasn't exactly quick. "So what instead?"
Crockett got up. "Nah, out of time. Deal's going down in twenty and we gotta be there." He pulled on his pants and reached for his cigarettes...
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Came across this bit of silly while cleaning out my old LJ reply emails. It was a comment Tig posted as a reply to a crossover challenge: Miami Vice and They Might Be Giants.
Really. What were these people thinking?
Regardless, this is the ficlet I came up with. Enjoy, LOLOL.
If anyone can come up with a title for this, I'd love to hear it.
"Fuck!"
That didn't sound like a compliment. Ric raised his head. "What is it now?"
"This isn't gonna work, Tubbs." Sonny scrubbed his face with his hands, making a scratchy sound against his perpetual five-o-clock shadow.
"Why not?" What the fuck, white boy always had some kinda problem.
"Look, I appreciate the offer, but... You got some weird-ass taste in music, my friend." Crockett grabbed a pillow and threw it at the stereo. "I mean, I'm all for the occasional kink, but hearing over and over again how I'm gettin' older every minute isn't exactly conducive, if you catch my drift."
Ricardo rolled his eyes, sat up and stretched his jaw muscles. Sonny wasn't exactly quick. "So what instead?"
Crockett got up. "Nah, out of time. Deal's going down in twenty and we gotta be there." He pulled on his pants and reached for his cigarettes...
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Secret - C/Z, NC-17
Saturday, July 25th, 2015 11:16 am.
So here it is, finally. Damn.
This chapter fits into my original timeline after White Noise. Angst warning, as usual.
Enjoy!
Secret
by Serai
On the Friday after the holidays, after the return to school, Casey pauses inside Zeke’s front door. He always pauses here for a moment, to take a breath, to try and steady himself, ( but it never works... )
Chapter 16 of High Contrast
Chapter 17
So here it is, finally. Damn.
This chapter fits into my original timeline after White Noise. Angst warning, as usual.
Enjoy!
Secret
by Serai
On the Friday after the holidays, after the return to school, Casey pauses inside Zeke’s front door. He always pauses here for a moment, to take a breath, to try and steady himself, ( but it never works... )
Chapter 16 of High Contrast
Chapter 17
Cream replaced with chile to make your tongue burn
Friday, July 24th, 2015 03:11 pm.
I think the block may be loosening. Jesus, it's like pulling teeth. But I think the problem may have been that Zeke was pissed at me for misinterpreting a situation, and so insulted he wouldn't talk to me. This is what happens when I try to dictate to the characters I'm writing about - I forget the only way for me to get the story is to just shut up and listen. Well, Zekey boy has put me in my place, alright.
Oh, if he'd been at my high school I would have burned him down in a hot minute. Great Goddess, he's luscious. Have you ever had a taste of Mexican chocolate? The real Aztec kind, with almost no sugar but plenty of red pepper? That's my Zeke, that's the guy I'm writing about - dark and hot and biting with no sweet to leaven the burn. He's what he is and doesn't apologize or care what anyone thinks. He's not quite a predator yet, but he's learning fast, and finding he loves it. But he's sinking even as he thinks he's commanding the wave. I adore him.
I think the block may be loosening. Jesus, it's like pulling teeth. But I think the problem may have been that Zeke was pissed at me for misinterpreting a situation, and so insulted he wouldn't talk to me. This is what happens when I try to dictate to the characters I'm writing about - I forget the only way for me to get the story is to just shut up and listen. Well, Zekey boy has put me in my place, alright.
Oh, if he'd been at my high school I would have burned him down in a hot minute. Great Goddess, he's luscious. Have you ever had a taste of Mexican chocolate? The real Aztec kind, with almost no sugar but plenty of red pepper? That's my Zeke, that's the guy I'm writing about - dark and hot and biting with no sweet to leaven the burn. He's what he is and doesn't apologize or care what anyone thinks. He's not quite a predator yet, but he's learning fast, and finding he loves it. But he's sinking even as he thinks he's commanding the wave. I adore him.
Storm - C/Z, R
Sunday, July 19th, 2015 06:50 pm.
A late fic for
mews1945's birthday!
I so wanted to post a first-time for your birthday, dear Mewsie, but the boys are still too skittish. This is what they gave me instead. I hope you enjoy it!
Storm
by Serai
( Casey stands at his bedroom window, drenched and shivering... )
Chapter 15 of High Contrast
Chapter 16
A late fic for
I so wanted to post a first-time for your birthday, dear Mewsie, but the boys are still too skittish. This is what they gave me instead. I hope you enjoy it!
Storm
by Serai
( Casey stands at his bedroom window, drenched and shivering... )
Chapter 15 of High Contrast
Chapter 16
Scary monsters
Sunday, July 19th, 2015 08:51 am.
FML. I'm trying desperately to write my way around the fact that, now that it comes right down to it, these two sweet creatures are completely terrified of each other.
I did not expect that. I did not foresee that. This, for me, is one of the biggest frustrations and greatest delights of writing stories - realizing that a character has taken on his own life to the point where he refuses to cooperate. That is utterly thrilling. It freaks me out every time. I love it.
Now these two are circling each other, hungry, alert to danger, and so horny one touch could bring them off simultaneously. All I can do is wait, and watch them glowing like diamonds in the dark.
FML. I'm trying desperately to write my way around the fact that, now that it comes right down to it, these two sweet creatures are completely terrified of each other.
I did not expect that. I did not foresee that. This, for me, is one of the biggest frustrations and greatest delights of writing stories - realizing that a character has taken on his own life to the point where he refuses to cooperate. That is utterly thrilling. It freaks me out every time. I love it.
Now these two are circling each other, hungry, alert to danger, and so horny one touch could bring them off simultaneously. All I can do is wait, and watch them glowing like diamonds in the dark.
Ride - C/Z, NC-17
Friday, July 17th, 2015 03:34 pm.
Ride
by Serai
The thick autumn heat makes Oak Dr. shimmer as it runs off on the diagonal from the school parking lot. ( Zeke stares at the elusive movement... )
Chapter 14 of High Contrast
Chapter 15
Ride
by Serai
The thick autumn heat makes Oak Dr. shimmer as it runs off on the diagonal from the school parking lot. ( Zeke stares at the elusive movement... )
Chapter 14 of High Contrast
Chapter 15
Cage - C/Z, NC-17
Thursday, July 16th, 2015 07:27 pm.
This crosses over from preslash into slash, I think. As before, I'll probably be editing over the next few hours.
Enjoy.
Cage
by Serai
( It’s been a week, and Zeke hasn’t come near him... )
Chapter 13 of High Contrast
Chapter 14
This crosses over from preslash into slash, I think. As before, I'll probably be editing over the next few hours.
Enjoy.
Cage
by Serai
( It’s been a week, and Zeke hasn’t come near him... )
Chapter 13 of High Contrast
Chapter 14
(no subject)
Thursday, July 16th, 2015 03:37 pmI have two confrontations brewing, and both of them are intensely sexual. My god, these two are beautiful - so young and gorgeous and heartbreaking.
One thing I found out: if you're going to write your climax early, you better be prepared to back it up. This shit is intense. Yeah, yeah - no surprise there. Fuck you. ;P
I am loving this. I am loving them. Oh, Aphrodite. You're such a bitch.
One thing I found out: if you're going to write your climax early, you better be prepared to back it up. This shit is intense. Yeah, yeah - no surprise there. Fuck you. ;P
I am loving this. I am loving them. Oh, Aphrodite. You're such a bitch.
